Friday 14 June 2019

Hello 14/6/2019

Hi

I am sad, tired  and confused.

So called Palliative care for 9 indefinite years is hard.

Mourning and grieving and supporting those around you is hard.

How long to go?

How many years to go?

When Amelia seems alive and perfectly fine......... at the moment.

Absorbing all the happiness and memories is amazing and difficult.

Being "the rock" alongside Scott is hard.

We seem to be supporting everyone else as we support Amelia in everyday life 24/7.




I am so tired, but never want this to end.


Help me stay sane........ Please.

xxx